this is my shooting star. this is the man i miss so much.
after so long of not getting in touch wif him, i logged on today and saw his name online. i was suprised and i cried. dun ask me why. but i just did.

i remembered last wk after a closing shift at work, i logged on to check on mails and all. suddenly, i panicked and i forgot to breathe. i wasnt hyperventilating. i cried and started calling him even tho i know that hes not using that particular number anymore. thats twice it happened. i got over it and just cried to sleep.

there were many occasions wen that happen. some wif the cryings. sum without. i just cant help them.

and today, you said you miss me. i replied that i miss you too and i logged off. why? because i am still as i was wif you den, our last embrace at the airport, i was too much of a coward to be hearing things or asking questions whose answers i dun want to listen.
at least not from you. at least not today.