better in time
i hadnt heard from the boy in what seems to be a long time. i haf no idea where he is and if hes all good or not. pardon me for feeling like this. i am so used to 'hearing' from him every now and den. and i get a lil uneasy wen i dont.
and yesterday, yesterday, Eze decide that it wuld be so sweet to be singing me a song and of all the damn song, he chose 'Kenangan Terindah'. and to make things worst, i saw his watch and it was the same exact one that i got for the boy for his bdae. sigh.
sometings prolly do get better in time. its been about a yr now. a long freaking yr. and i feel that i am still back where i left. i lost interest in everything else except things that makes me happy and fills up my time. i am still at a point whereby i haf no blardy idea wat i shud do. and prolly shud be making a firm decision right now. i am trying.
i will try today. prolly its time. i know its a yr too long. but i feel that it shud happen today. i dunno but i might need help. i might need help to do it. coz i just dunno wtf i need and want to do.
