the boy send me 3 seperate one liner email telling me hows hes doing. it was quite weird coz i had nvr expected any from him. not that i dun appreciate them. i rly do. they had me all smiles. but then i realised just how much i miss him as well.

i went to a wedding over the last wkend. and all i tot of was him. it was funny coz i dunno how i feel abt the boy anymore. i am not sure if i still love him. but i do know that i miss him heaps.
so i emailed him back.
i mean, we were frens first even before we dated and we were still frens after we broke up. so its no harm being frens again now wen we r so far away.
but a good fren told me that you can nvr be frens wif ur ex-es. guys dun befren their ex-es unless they haf feelings for you still.

is that true? i haf nvr asked him of his feelings for me after wat he told me a yr ago. i reckon i nvr had enuff courage to hear wat he had to say. but i miss him and all his nonsense. <3