everyting seems like shite.
works like all over sg lately and very fuking early morning wake-ups. late sleep and early wake-ups makes me a grumpy and cranky gerl. well, not rly, i am just fuking tired out. as much as i hate how it has been and will be, its work and i just haf to stand it.

wow fuked me up good too. for sum fuking reason, my acct got compromised wich leaves me upset. mainly because the help-support they provided wuldnt/culdnt help. despite me explaining the whole annoying story over and over again. i mean seriously, dun u understand english? Jadz tried to help but he cant do much cept to gif me emotional support over the phone since i was oready crying eyes out.
and of course, who comes to my rescue? the boy as always. omg i know. i was suprised. but since the acct was registered under his name. only he culd do sumting abt it. wich was nice of him too. i keep apologising and he keeps saying dun worry abt it. wich leaves me at hello. sigh
wich den makes me realised that i miss him since we hadnt chatted and all for ages. double sigh.

as much as having a fuked week, we haf been at each others throat since our 2nd date. wich leaves me very fuking frustrated. i cannot believe how much we quarrel and everyting just got very irrational. how can it be that my points are not valid?
not having enuff sleep and voice-raising everytime we are on the phone. that just doesnt help the situation, does it? i am tired. i need to rest and i cant be fuked wanting to meet u up this wkend. honestly. but i know i haf to coz we need to fuking sort things out. but its nvr gonna happen. we r nvr gonna sort it out. we'll just haf fun and enjoy each other's company and leave everyting to wen we are a distance away from each other to bring up.

fuk! i'm tired and sleepy. my back's aching like a muthafuker. my mind is all over the place.