i reckon i nd to learn to grow up and learn not to run away from tings.
it gets a lil bit harder now wen i haf them come hitting me straight in my face. trust me, i wasnt exactly walking away. i was looking for a solution but prolly i was taking a lil too long to do it. like i've said over and over again, i need to do things at my pace.

i understand that time isnt sumting i haf at a luxury.
i haf no excuses. home feels like not home at the moment. everyone is not talking to anyone. and wen mouth are opened, all i could hear is everyone shouting at each other. do we rly to raise our voices to get a point across? cant we just be civilised?

all i do now is work, tuition, home to sleep and thats about it. and sum of the house work wen required. and looking for a job so i culd get everyting in order. apparently all i nd is a job and everyting else wuld be a breeze.
it all seems a lil easy. really. just the fact of getting around to get it done and doing it that seems a lil more than expected. but hey, thats how it will always be, wuldnt it?