i haf been rather distraught lately. my mind seem to be running ard wild. and it hurts.
its hurts because i know i am moving on but at the same time, i miss him so much.
can i move on and miss him at the same time?

and looking at them pictures aint gonna help make me feel any less. and i am so afraid to even email or send a myspace msg to ask his well-being.
omg! why do i miss you so much? why now?
and u make me cry. after awhile. u still managed to make me cry.
and i remembered everything all over again. thats just plain cruel.

tis is just too hurtful. i rest my case.
i can never be over you babe.
at least not right now.