i tot it was left for good.
then came the sms and the phone call. twice!
i was overwhelmed wif feelings den the tears start flowing.
and its hard to stop.

i didnt realise how much i miss him. coz we kinda stopped talking the past few wks. and those feelings i kept stagnant in me slipped thru the cracks. finding it way out. there were sum umcomfy silence we had. there were sum whereby i said 'babe' and he answered 'yes' but b4 i could say wat i wanted to. i stopped myself. wats the point rly. its not gonna help the way it is right now. in my opinion, it culd haf been best to just let it be. it was best the way it was.

dylan this is for you. it is the direct translation of kenangan terindah

i am helpless without you,
i am distraught because the love that lifts me has been taken away by you.
while my eyes are still open ,
while my heart no longer beats,
even till then i can still find the strength to reminisce you.
From you, i found the meaning of my life.
For me you are the definition of pure love.

when something that is written for me is what's best for you,
ill take you as the sweetest memories in my life.
however it won't be easy for me to leave...