it hadnt been easy being back. too much expectations than before. due to the irresponsible of sum other ppl. preassure nvr seem to ceased. in fact it seem to haf rises to a whole new lvl. i still feel the dread. not because i dun want to care for them. but i want to do it away from them.

i am still looking. its been stress coz everything aint up to it. but i cant be fuss. coz at the moment, all i need is one that will help to go back and end it all. thats all i need right now.

and den we talk everything u want me to be.