the flight is set and confirmed for the wkend. yes!i am coming back and for good. pardon me if i haf no intention of meeting up wif the masses. there are a couple of things i nd to do hence the not wanting to go out mood. as much as coming back means trying to set a course for my life. setting it involves sorting myself out emotionally and physically.

it feels weird packing my bags. and worrying abt wat to throw out and wat to bring back. it just doesnt feel right. at least not right now. its'll be mere days b4 i leave. and to be honest, i am so not looking forward to it. but i know i haf to.

for wat its worth. i haf come to terms wif things now. i am a lil betta than how i was. i am still fuked up thats for sure. but as far as i am concern. i am a lil betta!