so mum had said wat shes been pushing off for the last mth or so. she wants me to come back coz it wuld make everyting easier for her.
a whole lot easier for everyone except for me. well, it doesnt matter coz wat i want has nvr been a priority. not to me. definitely not to any1 else.
i said noting except telling her that i didnt want to deal with this now. i dun want to deal wif anyting else now. she told me that i culd get that job in SIA since i haf alot of relatives werking der and my reccomendation is solid. gawd!


honestly, there aint much to tink abt since a decision has already been made. wat more culd i haf said for myself? it wun really matter. i nvr mattered. knowing myself, very well, my decision wuld also prolly be wat would make things easier for me in the loong run. so as not to haf ppl up my back and telling me off. it doesnt make me happy. but then again, there are alot of things that nvr make me happy but i go along nwayz coz it makes other ppl happy.
my life story, u noe, living other people's dreams. always.
just this once, i wanted different. even b4 i got it, i was robbed of it.