so the course has been set. i am into my final sem. my last phase b4 i put on that square hat wif pride. all hell paid off after long last. this is gonna be the toughest ride of all. knowing i cant farked this up. at least not this one. and not right now. and not anymore.


i still am not sure if i am staying or going at the end of it all. i just dun. i am trying to push it off since i had that talk wif mumsy. i dun want to make any decision right now. + i am back to square one since i haf no farking idea wat i want anymore.
i mean i haf a faint grasp of wat i want but i am not too sure. i noe i haf to deal wif it sooner or later. i rather later coz right now, ders just too much to get done.


its been a gd 2 wks tho. its been nice. i tink i haf nvr been happier as i am now. i feel content, happy and blessed. i culdnt ask for more. wat i am most glad wif is the fact that for once in the entire 2.5 yrs here, i feel that like everyting is going right for me. as in i feel gd abt being here and doing this last phase of my degree. i hadnt felt that since i got here that i almost forgot how it felt like. it makes me feel so good. abt myself. and everyting ard me.


right now, else doesnt matter so much. just me, you and this stretch of road i need to ride along.