suicidal dreams
heh. i am super hyper. my body hasnt shut down yet. albeit the humongous amt of caffiene i haf in my body. wats more with the redbull i am having right now.
and yes! i am getting ready for a ppr in abit. been up all night studying it. hopfully its worth it. but i did managed a short nap, thanks to the boy. hes all sweet wen i haf exams.
wat is infuriating tho is the fact that i am making careless and stoopid mistakes. now i am just trying to destress coz i am out of ciggies to smoke. remember the rations i am on. it still does happen tho i tink this morning, i haf pretty much finish my quota. so its down to being innocently sweet and non-bitchy to the boy wen he comes pick me up after. >_<
i am loving my new skin. done by urs truly for sure. heh. despite the uber busy period of uni, i was inspired to change it. wich is cool coz i didnt really spent much tym on it. except for the layout itself. the codes were done easy. heh! the boy dun study his tafe stuffs for nothing. tho prolly its pretty much him asking me abt everyting. lols.
i like the fact that the pain is in that smile you see everyday. who sees me smile everyday? heh. and u tink he wuld haf the idea of wtf my pain is all abt? u be surprised.
ps:oooo.. u noe wat will be lovely? to get into bed and cuddle up wif the boy under his blankie. so warm and safe. its getting very very cold here nowadays. and i dun quite like it!!
