i had an emo moment just den. it makes me tink abt him. its been awhile. and yes! it still hurts.
i tot of the laughters we had wen we were together. those walks we had to nowhere. those talks we used to haf at the fountain or by the bay or over coffee.
those tyms wen i tot that at the end of it all, he'll be mine. those tym wen i tot i shud hold on a tad bit more. those tym wen the tears flow and the hurt, so unbearable.
is it still worth it den? i dunno. all i know is that i wun look back and regret not trying.
at least i tried. tho it was not all good. i know i tried.
and i know i will haf these emo-trips moments sumtyms. just like i will miss him sumtyms.
ps: i changed my msn nick. i tink its tym. a new change is gd.
change is always gd. and being away from BB would be gd for me as well.
i dun nd to be constantly reminded of the hurt. i dun nd a scar to remind me that i've been burnt.