a new place in such short tym. prolly i shudnt haf left starkopi in the first place. i left it to start sumwhere new. i started maybetomorrow for a new start. but a new start wasnt meant to be. the same reason i left was the reason i had to leave again. i understand its contradictions. and i cant be asking for much. all i haf to say is that my life is my own. if its too hard to handle den let it go. dun make a misery out of it and best of all, ruin me.

my choices are my own. the way i live my life is as i see it fit. and it wun fit into urs, so dun try.


ps: in search of hope for a better 2mrw seems so fitting. i had almost learned to hope again but it was taken from me in a flash. it hurts. beyond imagination.
now, i am just looking. prolly, looking would not hurt as much.